Explain

(Inspired by Kendrick Lamar
Wale's The Need To Know instrumental)

Girl your so damn beautiful
Words can't even explain
So let me show you what I mean
Between sheets nah fuck that shit
The male species is so redundant
That we believe we
Can relieve the pain between the sheets
Girl your so strange and unique that
You remind me of an alien
Out of this world with beauty and personality
Whenever I see you I wanna
Know who's on your mind
Where are you at in space? the
Coulds? or on the beach?

I wanna know it all
What are you doing smoking and chilling?
Cutting yourself in the inside?
When are you coming back into reality
Why are you there and
How the fuck you started thinking of that
I wanna see whats under that smile
That your dying to let escape
I'm trying to explain with words
But I can't explain explain
Explain

Every tear you shed I wanna know what
Is in it the painful memories
Every scar that life left you with
Whenever i look into your eyes I
See more than a beautiful girl
I see a woman who has
Been through hell and back
And still manages to crack a smile
I know I'm just a kid or a
Guy trying to go after his dreams

But who the fuck am I kidding
You got a boyfriend who's a friend to me
I feel like a fuckboy
Maybe I am one after all a shity feeling
Your better off with him then me
I'm a bad friend writing a song about you
Man texting you like if
You were my girlfriend
Maybe I should just disappear out of thin air
And see that I ain't shit
I should just stop texting you and brighten
Up my life a lil bit

Even though you brightened it for
The last week or so
Lord Willin I make a difference and
Change the way I think I'm
Sorry I just have a dark
Twisted mind that I can't explain
Imma let you go cause I'm afraid
What ill do next peace out love yours truly
Will