no one there

Little me would be disappointed seeing my happy mind in pieces.
How can someone go so from so happy that they could die, to so empty that they need to lie?
How did time shape my mind and with that all of my body?
Yeah, it hurts like hell when you turn to yourself and there's no one there when there should be you.
All around on fire, my feet are getting tired.
Am I really getting higher or do I just fall down?
Thinking time could heal all wounds but not this one.
'Cause it left so many marks will be leaving on my bones and arms.
So sorry to the nurse, that will clean up all this curse from those years.
Guess that wasn't one of your job's perks.
Yeah, it hurts like hell when you turn to yourself and there's no one there when there should be you.
All around on fire, my feet are getting tired.
Am I really getting higher or do I just fall down?
When I can leave, take my heart 'cause it bleeds.
Maybe I've got some love for you if not for me.