So I Lie

Peel me apart, all my layers
All of my fears, all my pride
They say: Laugh now, and cry later
I can’t ignore how I feel inside

Laugh in a world, we’ll laugh too
Crying in the world, that’s with you, girl
So I lie to myself
Let’s be real, I'm afraid of how I feel
So I lie to my friends
But they can tell
Just the shell of who I am when I lie
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie

I can barely breathe treading water
Smile on my face but I'm turnin’ blue
No one cares, just work harder
I do what I can to avoid the truth

Laugh in a world, we’ll laugh too
Crying in the world, that’s with you, girl
So I lie to myself
Let’s be real, I'm afraid of how I feel
So I lie to the world
They can see, they can see when I lie
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie

I lie to myself
Let’s be real, I'm afraid of how I feel
So I lie to my friends
But they can tell
Just the shell of who I am when I lie
So I lie to the world
They can see, they can see when I lie
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie, lie