100 days

Woke up so tired
Mind racin', tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facin' my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

When I woke up this mornin' (mmm)
Told myself that it's brand new
See when I woke up this mornin', baby (I said)
What the fuck am I supposed to do?

I been up a hundred days
Told myself a thousand ways
It's the same story, new page
Wish that I could numb the pain
Sittin' and bumpin' Novocain
It's the same book, new day

Up late, all night
Mind racin', tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facin' my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

It's on the tip of my tongue, but I wouldn't say it
If I could, I knew that wouldn't do
Hmm, mm-mm
And I was looking for someone that could play
The way I do, I thought that was you
Hmm, mm-mm

I been up a hundred days
Told myself a thousand ways
It's the same story, new page
Wish that I could numb the pain
Sittin' and bumpin' Novocain
It's the same book, new day

Up late, all night
Mind racin', tongue-tied
I can not believe the pain I've endured
Front-facin' my life
Feel good, don't feel right
So what the fuck am I supposed to do?

See I've been up all night
all night
See I've been up all night

"Haha, we are going to
Have a real interview
I got some questions for you, mom, you game?
Maybe
Haha, okay, hahaha
When and when where you born?
Alexandria, Louisiana
Well in Alexandria
We was a close knit family of people
So we would always smile at each other
To say good morning or good evening"

"What did you say?
So your grandmother raised you, where was your mom?
'Cause I can't imagine not growing up with my mom"
"Love, love is an action word
Haha, that's what you love to say"
And it is true
Did you have any ill will or anger or frustration
Due to the fact that she left you at such a young age?
Still?
Do you still grieve that?"
"No, no, no, I think I was against that
I really learned to love her"