What Ever
Disaster strikes, I tried to write
Describe the things I hold inside
But this pride of mine still keeps me distant
Disorder looms above this rooms
I'm trapped inside this silent tomb
I'm trapped again by my own resistance
What ever I say
What ever I write
What ever I do
I'm not getting through - to you
Destruction zone surrounds my home
The future seems to stay unknown
All alone in need of some assistance
Here comes the fear again
The walls are closing in
Feels like I'm choking
Can't find the words to say
I'm drowning in despair
And the smoke fills the air