I’ve Asked You Many Times Politely To Please Go Away

Fuck off
Nobody likes me anyway
Fuck off
Nobody gets me anyway
It's not me the scars make it look that way
And I'm not okay

You take one look out from yourself and see that people change
But they always tell me, "yeah, people change"
What does that even mean?
Yeah they fucking change
If that's what you tell yourself, I don't want to be like you anymore

All I hold dear
I chase my fears, away
We'd all be okay
If I could be myself and let you go
Away

Fuck off
Nobody likes me anyway
Fuck off
How could I let you feed my shame

I pick the band-aids off my knuckles and I ask myself
How did this happen to me
Nobody likes me anyway
Is this your fault, I fucking need it to be

Breaking down in my apartment, tears roll down my face
Shattered bottles scattered on the tile
Can't find my socks and the glass cuts deep

I'm sick and tired of all the pieces of this life I hate
But all the rest just makes me fucking afraid
I run outside to catch my breath
I figured it out, I'm not the saint

I spill my coffee on my shoes and the dirt goes stiff
Coagulating like the blood in my veins
I need to go
Away