Glum

There's a way that I feel
When you walk in the room
It's still
And warm
Like a flower in bloom
But you've got me all figured out
I'm lost in a sea of self-doubt
Because I'm broken in half
And covered in shit
Like a light fading out
While the room is well lit
I can't help but feel secondhand
Your arms wrap around where I stand
And you feel
Just like
Home
But I'm still running from
The monsters under my bed
My reflection
Staring back at me
And truth be told
I'm almost certain
You were right about everything
I'm just trying to breathe
To become anything
More than I used to be
And I'm scared to death
To find out just what
My friends might think
I'm afraid
You'll see
Every part of me
A crooked faded outline
Held up by these bony knees
They're weakening
And I'm
Just dying for sleep
Oh
For sleep
But I'm still running from
The monsters under my bed
My reflection
Staring back at me
And truth be told
I'm almost certain
You were right about everything
I'm just trying to breathe
To become anything
More than I used to be
And I'm scared to death
To find out just what
My friends might think
My friends might think
If they knew me at all
And truth be told
I'm almost certain
You were right about everything
If they knew me at all
And I'm scared to death
To find out just what
My friends might think