Lost Myslf

I lost myself
Searchin' for what I needed more
And I know that helps
'Cause I can make rain turn into sunshine
Regardless, can't get started
If you lost yourself
Hold on, hold on, hold on (yeah)
Hold on, hold on, hold on (yeah)

They say truth is so ugly
No, they can't touch me if they don't love me, why?
Hard for me to trust somebody that can't look at me in my own two eyes
And if I slip into the rabbit hole then let me go
And let me roll with the punches
Didn't win it, had to have been a catapult
And did the most, put on a show, keep it a hundred

My dreams get colder every night (every night, every night, yeah, yeah)
My heart's the only thing alive (it's the only thing beating, uh, uh)
I used to go fuckin' insane (now we're livin' in a nightmare, uh, mm)
Back of my mind was never safe (now I don't care, yeah)

I lost myself
Searchin' for what I needed more
And I know that helps (I know that helps)
'Cause I can make rain turn into sunshine (sunshine)
Regardless, can't get started (can't get started)
If you lost yourself
Hold on, hold on, hold on (hold on)
Hold on, hold on, hold on (hold on)

Don't you feel the heat? That's too hot for me
Hard enough to breathe in real life
Been to hell and back, no, I can't relax
Seen all I need to see in one night
Sometimes I need to let it fly and let it spiral
Chase a high, burn it slow and let it go
(Burn it slow, yeah, yeah, burn it slow, yeah, yeah)
(Burn it slow, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah)

My dreams get colder every night (every night, every night, yeah, yeah)
My heart's the only thing alive (it's the only thing beating, uh, uh)
I used to go fuckin' insane (now we're livin' in a nightmare, uh)
Back of my mind was never safe (now I don't care, yeah)
I gotta take it day to day (gotta take it day to day, homie)
'Cause nothin' ever stays the same (I'ma do it my way, baby)

I lost myself
Searchin' for what I needed more
And I know that helps (oh, yeah)
'Cause I can make rain turn into sunshine (sunshine)
Regardless (yeah), can't get started
If you lost yourself (if you lost yourself)
Hold on, hold on, hold on (if you lost yourself)
Hold on, hold on, hold on

I lost it, I lost it, I lost it
I lost it, I lost it, I lost it
I lost it, I lost it, I lost it
I lost it, I lost it, I lost it