Fade - live from mohegan sun

I try to breathe memories overtaking me
I try to face them but the thought is too
Much to concieve

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause i just needed
Someone to talk to you were just too
Busy with yourself you were never
There for me to express how I felt
I just stuffed it down now I'm older
And I feel like i could let some of
This anger fade but it seems the surface
I am scratching is the bed that I have made

So where were you
When all this I was going through
You never took the time to ask me
Just what you could do

I only know that I can change
Everything else just stays the same
So now I step out of the darkness
That my life became 'cause

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt i just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface i am scratching
Is the bed that I have made

But I never meant to fadeaway
I never meant to fadeaway

I just needed someone to talk to
You were just too busy with yourself
You were never there for me to
Express how I felt i just stuffed it down
Now I'm older and I feel like
I could let some of this anger fade
But it seems the surface i am scratching
Is the bed that I have made i try to breathe