Ignorance Is Bliss

Another overrated song about why I feel wrong
Overusing nature tropes, socialising gives me hope
It doesn't always work like that, I often fall into it's trap
Leave no jealousy inside, say what first comes to mind

Spring comes in jealousy and disappointment
These memories are poignant
Use being alone as an excuse
To slip back into your blues

How many fridays can you go through
Leaving dust on the phonebooth
Look back on what you just missed
While stuck at home repeating ignorance is bliss

Hair smells like smoke, despite the fact that I've been home
Having so much overdue, yet I never find what to choose
Don't be taken aback if I act like I'm under attack
Feeling sorry for myself, I fell into the well

Spring comes in jealousy and disappointment
These memories are poignant
Short nights and longer days are not a burden
But I still feel like hurting

I've been here before, I've sat next to my locked door
Hyperventilating, crying and shaking, the walls are quaking
Sobbing and thinking, why I gotta be sinking while everyone is singing downstairs
Maybe I'm not trying to fix the one that's dying
I'm sorry that I lied to everyone

Spring comes in jealousy and disappointment
These memories are poignant
Use being alone as an excuse
To slip back into your blues

How many fridays can you go through
Leaving dust on the phonebooth
Look back on what you just missed
While stuck at home repeating ignorance is bliss