The Gift
Shaun Welgemoed
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Like I never wanted anything
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
I'm so ashamed of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to get by
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
I can't face myself when I wake up
And look inside a mirror
I'm so ashamed of that thing
I suppose I'll let it go
until I have something more to say for me
I'm so afraid of defeat
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
I'm out of trying to defy
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Like I matter to the one I need
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
I don't belong here and I'm not well
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Right on the wrong side of it all
Now I'm ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of this
Now I'm so ashamed of this
I am so ashamed of me
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Tienimi ora, ho bisogno di sentirmi sollevato
Like I never wanted anything
Come se non avessi mai voluto nulla
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Suppongo che lascerò andare questo e troverò una ragione per cui aggrapparmi
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Sono così vergognoso della sconfitta
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
E sono senza ragioni per credere in me
I'm out of trying to get by
Sono stanco di cercare di farcela
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ho così paura del dono che mi dai
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Non appartengo qui e non sto bene
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Sono così vergognoso della bugia che sto vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Proprio sul lato sbagliato di tutto
I can't face myself when I wake up
Non riesco a guardarmi quando mi sveglio
And look inside a mirror
E guardo dentro uno specchio
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Sono così vergognoso di quella cosa
I suppose I'll let it go
Suppongo che lo lascerò andare
until I have something more to say for me
fino a quando non avrò qualcosa di più da dire per me
I'm so afraid of defeat
Sono così spaventato dalla sconfitta
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
E sono senza ragioni per credere in me
I'm out of trying to defy
Sono stanco di cercare di resistere
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ho così paura del dono che mi dai
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Non appartengo qui e non sto bene
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Sono così vergognoso della bugia che sto vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Proprio sul lato sbagliato di tutto
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Tienimi ora, ho bisogno di sentirmi completo
Like I matter to the one I need
Come se contassi per quello di cui ho bisogno
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ho così paura del dono che mi dai
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Non appartengo qui e non sto bene
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Sono così vergognoso della bugia che sto vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Proprio sul lato sbagliato di tutto
Now I'm ashamed of this
Ora mi vergogno di questo
I am so ashamed of this
Mi vergogno tanto di questo
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Ora mi vergogno tanto di questo
I am so ashamed of me
Mi vergogno tanto di me
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Me segure, agora eu preciso de alívio
Like I never wanted anything
Mais do que tudo
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Acho que vou deixar isso para lá e encontrar outra coisa em que me agarrar
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Tenho tanta vergonha da derrota
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
E eu estou sem razão para acreditar em mim mesmo
I'm out of trying to get by
Não estou afim de viver só tentando sobreviver
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tenho tanto medo do presente que você me dá
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Eu não pertenço aqui e não estou bem
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estou tão envergonhado da mentira que estou vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Bem do lado errado de tudo de isso
I can't face myself when I wake up
Eu não consigo encarar a mim mesmo, quando acordo
And look inside a mirror
E olho em um espelho
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Tenho tanta vergonha disso
I suppose I'll let it go
Acho que vou deixar isso pra lá
until I have something more to say for me
Até que eu tenha algo mais a dizer para mim mesmo
I'm so afraid of defeat
Tenho tanta vergonha da derrota
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
E eu estou sem razão para acreditar em mim mesmo
I'm out of trying to defy
Não quero tentar resistir
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tenho tanto medo do presente que você me dá
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Eu não pertenço aqui e não estou bem
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estou tão envergonhado da mentira que estou vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Bem do lado errado de tudo de isso
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Me segure agora, eu preciso me sentir completo
Like I matter to the one I need
Como eu importo para a pessoa de quem eu preciso
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tenho tanto medo do presente que você me dá
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Eu não pertenço aqui e não estou bem
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estou tão envergonhado da mentira que estou vivendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Bem do lado errado de tudo de isso
Now I'm ashamed of this
Agora eu tenho vergonha disso
I am so ashamed of this
Tenho tanta vergonha disso
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Agora estou tão envergonhado disso
I am so ashamed of me
Tenho tanta vergonha de mim mesmo
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Abrázame ahora necesito sentir alivio
Like I never wanted anything
Como nunca quise nada
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Supongo que soltaré esto y encontraré una razón a la que me aferraré
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Estoy tan avergonzado de la derrota
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Y estoy sin razón para creer en mí
I'm out of trying to get by
Ya no puedo tratar de salir adelante
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tengo tanto miedo del regalo que me das
I don't belong here and I'm not well
No pertenezco aquí y no estoy bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estoy tan avergonzado de la mentira que estoy viviendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Justo en el lado equivocado de todo
I can't face myself when I wake up
No puedo enfrentarme a mí mismo cuando me despierto
And look inside a mirror
Y mirar dentro de un espejo
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Estoy tan avergonzado de esa cosa
I suppose I'll let it go
Supongo que lo dejaré ir
until I have something more to say for me
Hasta que tenga algo más que decir por mí
I'm so afraid of defeat
Tengo tanto miedo a la derrota
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Y estoy sin razón para creer en mí
I'm out of trying to defy
Ya no puedo tratar de desafiar
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tengo tanto miedo del regalo que me das
I don't belong here and I'm not well
No pertenezco aquí y no estoy bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estoy tan avergonzado de la mentira que estoy viviendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Justo en el lado equivocado de todo
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Abrázame ahora, necesito sentirme completo
Like I matter to the one I need
Como si le importara a la que necesito
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Tengo tanto miedo del regalo que me das
I don't belong here and I'm not well
No pertenezco aquí y no estoy bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Estoy tan avergonzado de la mentira que estoy viviendo
Right on the wrong side of it all
Justo en el lado equivocado de todo
Now I'm ashamed of this
Ahora estoy avergonzado de esto
I am so ashamed of this
Estoy tan avergonzado de esto
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Ahora estoy tan avergonzado de esto
I am so ashamed of me
Estoy tan avergonzado de mí
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Serre-moi, j'ai besoin de décompresser
Like I never wanted anything
Comme si je n'avais jamais rien voulu
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Je suppose que je vais essayer de lâcher prise et trouver une raison de m'accrocher
I'm so ashamed of defeat
J'ai tellement honte de cette défaite
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Que je n'ai plus de raison de croire en moi
I'm out of trying to get by
Et que je n'essaie plus de m'en sortir
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
J'ai tellement peur du cadeau que tu me donneras
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Je ne suis pas à ma place ici, et je ne vais pas bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
J'ai tellement honte du mensonge que je vis
Right on the wrong side of it all
J'ai l'impression d'être partout au mauvais endroit
I can't face myself when I wake up
Je ne peux pas me regarder au réveil
And look inside a mirror
Au miroir
I'm so ashamed of that thing
J'ai tellement honte de cette chose
I suppose I'll let it go
Et je suppose que je dois lâcher prise
until I have something more to say for me
Jusqu'à ce que j'ai quelque chose de plus à dire sur moi
I'm so afraid of defeat
J'ai tellement honte de la défaite
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Et je n'ai plus de raison de croire en moi
I'm out of trying to defy
J'en ai finis avec les défis
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
J'ai tellement peur du cadeau que tu me donnes
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Je ne suis pas à ma place ici et je ne vais pas bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Je suis tellement honteux du mensonge que je vis
Right on the wrong side of it all
Juste du mauvais côté de tout
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Serre-moi, j'ai besoin de me sentir complet
Like I matter to the one I need
Comme si j'étais important pour celle dont j'ai besoin
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
J'ai tellement peur du cadeau que tu me donneras
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Je ne suis pas à ma place ici, et je ne vais pas bien
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
J'ai tellement honte du mensonge que je vis
Right on the wrong side of it all
J'ai l'impression d'être partout au mauvais endroit
Now I'm ashamed of this
J'ai honte de ça
I am so ashamed of this
J'ai tellement honte de ça
Now I'm so ashamed of this
J'ai tellement honte de ça
I am so ashamed of me
J'ai tellement honte de moi-même
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Halt mich jetzt, ich muss Erleichterung spüren
Like I never wanted anything
Als hätte ich nie etwas gewollt
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Ich nehme an, ich lasse das los und finde einen Grund, daran festzuhalten
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Ich schäme mich so für die Niederlage
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Und mir fehlen die Gründe, an mich zu glauben
I'm out of trying to get by
Ich habe aufgehört zu versuchen, durchzukommen
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ich habe so Angst vor dem Geschenk, das du mir gibst
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Ich gehöre hier nicht hin und mir geht es nicht gut
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Ich schäme mich so für die Lüge, die ich lebe
Right on the wrong side of it all
Ganz auf der falschen Seite von allem
I can't face myself when I wake up
Ich kann mich nicht ansehen, wenn ich aufwache
And look inside a mirror
Und in einen Spiegel schaue
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Ich schäme mich so für diese Sache
I suppose I'll let it go
Ich nehme an, ich lasse es los
until I have something more to say for me
bis ich mehr zu meiner Verteidigung zu sagen habe
I'm so afraid of defeat
Ich habe so Angst vor der Niederlage
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Und mir fehlen die Gründe, an mich zu glauben
I'm out of trying to defy
Ich habe aufgehört zu versuchen, mich zu widersetzen
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ich habe so Angst vor dem Geschenk, das du mir gibst
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Ich gehöre hier nicht hin und mir geht es nicht gut
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Ich schäme mich so für die Lüge, die ich lebe
Right on the wrong side of it all
Ganz auf der falschen Seite von allem
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Halt mich jetzt, ich muss mich vollständig fühlen
Like I matter to the one I need
Als würde ich demjenigen, den ich brauche, etwas bedeuten
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Ich habe so Angst vor dem Geschenk, das du mir gibst
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Ich gehöre hier nicht hin und mir geht es nicht gut
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Ich schäme mich so für die Lüge, die ich lebe
Right on the wrong side of it all
Ganz auf der falschen Seite von allem
Now I'm ashamed of this
Jetzt schäme ich mich dafür
I am so ashamed of this
Ich schäme mich so dafür
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Jetzt schäme ich mich so dafür
I am so ashamed of me
Ich schäme mich so für mich
Hold me now I need to feel relief
Peluk aku sekarang, aku butuh merasa lega
Like I never wanted anything
Seperti aku tidak pernah menginginkan apa pun
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
Kupikir aku akan melepaskan ini dan mencari alasan untuk bertahan
I'm so ashamed of defeat
Aku sangat malu akan kekalahan
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Dan aku kehabisan alasan untuk percaya pada diriku
I'm out of trying to get by
Aku kehabisan usaha untuk bertahan
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Aku sangat takut dengan hadiah yang kau berikan padaku
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Aku tidak seharusnya di sini dan aku tidak baik-baik saja
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Aku sangat malu dengan kebohongan yang aku jalani
Right on the wrong side of it all
Tepat di sisi yang salah dari semuanya
I can't face myself when I wake up
Aku tidak bisa menghadapi diriku sendiri saat aku bangun
And look inside a mirror
Dan melihat ke dalam cermin
I'm so ashamed of that thing
Aku sangat malu dengan hal itu
I suppose I'll let it go
Kupikir aku akan melepaskannya
until I have something more to say for me
sampai aku memiliki sesuatu yang lebih untuk kuucapkan untuk diriku
I'm so afraid of defeat
Aku sangat takut akan kekalahan
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
Dan aku kehabisan alasan untuk percaya pada diriku
I'm out of trying to defy
Aku kehabisan usaha untuk melawan
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Aku sangat takut dengan hadiah yang kau berikan padaku
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Aku tidak seharusnya di sini dan aku tidak baik-baik saja
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Aku sangat malu dengan kebohongan yang aku jalani
Right on the wrong side of it all
Tepat di sisi yang salah dari semuanya
Hold me now I need to feel complete
Peluk aku sekarang, aku butuh merasa lengkap
Like I matter to the one I need
Seperti aku berarti bagi orang yang aku butuhkan
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
Aku sangat takut dengan hadiah yang kau berikan padaku
I don't belong here and I'm not well
Aku tidak seharusnya di sini dan aku tidak baik-baik saja
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
Aku sangat malu dengan kebohongan yang aku jalani
Right on the wrong side of it all
Tepat di sisi yang salah dari semuanya
Now I'm ashamed of this
Sekarang aku malu dengan ini
I am so ashamed of this
Aku sangat malu dengan ini
Now I'm so ashamed of this
Sekarang aku sangat malu dengan ini
I am so ashamed of me
Aku sangat malu dengan diriku
Hold me now I need to feel relief
กอดฉันเถอะ ฉันต้องการรู้สึกถึงความสบาย
Like I never wanted anything
เหมือนฉันไม่เคยต้องการอะไร
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
ฉันคิดว่าฉันจะปล่อยมันไปและหาเหตุผลที่ฉันจะยึดติด
I'm so ashamed of defeat
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับความพ่ายแพ้
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
และฉันหมดเหตุผลที่จะเชื่อในตัวฉันเอง
I'm out of trying to get by
ฉันหมดกำลังใจที่จะพยายามอยู่รอด
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
ฉันกลัวของขวัญที่คุณให้ฉัน
I don't belong here and I'm not well
ฉันไม่ได้เป็นส่วนหนึ่งของที่นี่และฉันไม่สบาย
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับการโกหกที่ฉันใช้ชีวิต
Right on the wrong side of it all
อยู่ทางผิดของทุกสิ่ง
I can't face myself when I wake up
ฉันไม่สามารถเผชิญหน้าตัวเองเมื่อฉันตื่นขึ้น
And look inside a mirror
และมองลงในกระจก
I'm so ashamed of that thing
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับสิ่งนั้น
I suppose I'll let it go
ฉันคิดว่าฉันจะปล่อยมันไป
until I have something more to say for me
จนกว่าฉันจะมีสิ่งที่จะพูดเพิ่มเติมสำหรับฉัน
I'm so afraid of defeat
ฉันกลัวความพ่ายแพ้
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
และฉันหมดเหตุผลที่จะเชื่อในตัวฉันเอง
I'm out of trying to defy
ฉันหมดกำลังใจที่จะต่อต้าน
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
ฉันกลัวของขวัญที่คุณให้ฉัน
I don't belong here and I'm not well
ฉันไม่ได้เป็นส่วนหนึ่งของที่นี่และฉันไม่สบาย
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับการโกหกที่ฉันใช้ชีวิต
Right on the wrong side of it all
อยู่ทางผิดของทุกสิ่ง
Hold me now I need to feel complete
กอดฉันเถอะ ฉันต้องการรู้สึกถึงความสมบูรณ์
Like I matter to the one I need
เหมือนฉันมีความสำคัญกับคนที่ฉันต้องการ
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
ฉันกลัวของขวัญที่คุณให้ฉัน
I don't belong here and I'm not well
ฉันไม่ได้เป็นส่วนหนึ่งของที่นี่และฉันไม่สบาย
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับการโกหกที่ฉันใช้ชีวิต
Right on the wrong side of it all
อยู่ทางผิดของทุกสิ่ง
Now I'm ashamed of this
ตอนนี้ฉันรู้สึกอับอายกับสิ่งนี้
I am so ashamed of this
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายมากกับสิ่งนี้
Now I'm so ashamed of this
ตอนนี้ฉันรู้สึกอับอายมากกับสิ่งนี้
I am so ashamed of me
ฉันรู้สึกอับอายมากกับตัวฉันเอง
Hold me now I need to feel relief
现在抱住我，我需要感到安慰
Like I never wanted anything
就像我从未渴望过任何东西
I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to
我想我会放手，找到一个我会坚持的理由
I'm so ashamed of defeat
我对失败感到如此羞愧
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
我已经没有理由相信自己
I'm out of trying to get by
我已经不再试图挺过去
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
我对你给我的礼物感到如此害怕
I don't belong here and I'm not well
我不属于这里，我不好
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
我对我正在活的谎言感到如此羞愧
Right on the wrong side of it all
就在所有错误的一面
I can't face myself when I wake up
我醒来时无法面对自己
And look inside a mirror
并看着镜子里的自己
I'm so ashamed of that thing
我对那个东西感到如此羞愧
I suppose I'll let it go
我想我会放手
until I have something more to say for me
直到我有更多的话要为自己说
I'm so afraid of defeat
我对失败感到如此害怕
And I'm out of reason to believe in me
我已经没有理由相信自己
I'm out of trying to defy
我已经不再试图反抗
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
我对你给我的礼物感到如此害怕
I don't belong here and I'm not well
我不属于这里，我不好
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
我对我正在活的谎言感到如此羞愧
Right on the wrong side of it all
就在所有错误的一面
Hold me now I need to feel complete
现在抱住我，我需要感到完整
Like I matter to the one I need
就像我对我需要的人很重要
I'm so afraid of the gift you give me
我对你给我的礼物感到如此害怕
I don't belong here and I'm not well
我不属于这里，我不好
I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living
我对我正在活的谎言感到如此羞愧
Right on the wrong side of it all
就在所有错误的一面
Now I'm ashamed of this
现在我对此感到羞愧
I am so ashamed of this
我对此感到如此羞愧
Now I'm so ashamed of this
现在我对此感到如此羞愧
I am so ashamed of me
我对我自己感到如此羞愧