Deadbeat

I've blamed myself for years all the wasted tears
I promised myself to never be like you
I think about the pain you've caused my mother
How could you not give your own son a father
You don't want to hear me you don't want to see me
You don't want to love me the feelings mutual
Now I'm filled with anger now I'm filled with rage
I'd like to break you down and throw you in a cage
Is this what you want cause I've lost the need
I'm not your son cause I'd watch you bleed

You turned you back on your family you reap what you sow
I have no respect for a man who doesn't take care of his own
There's no excuses you're not a man
All consuming loss is what you are owed

Don't come to me for forgiveness I'm not your God
Don't cry about your loss I'd burn you all

You're dead to me you're a deadbeat you don't mean anything to me
There's a special place in hell where you belong for eternity
On your deathbed don't cry for me no sympathy through and through
How's it feel to have your own blood turn their back on you

You turned you back on your family you reap what you sow
I have no respect for a man who doesn't take care of his own
There's no excuses you're not a man
All consuming loss is what you are owed