Lost

I try so hard to get away from you
You come around when there's nothing left to do
Now I'm the one you're infatuated with
You cast a shadow like a monolith
You're the one who likes to drag me down
I should've never let you wear the crown
You have me brainwashed so that I believe
I'm stuck here and that I can never leave

And now I'm lost never to be found
I scream but never make a single sound
I feel this pain deep down within
I long to forget what could have been

It's not safe to be alone with you
You beat me down then chain and subdue
On my hands and knees I scratch and crawl
In the darkness I begin to fall
I can feel your presence haunting me
I start to panic I can barely breathe
Deadly words you seem to recommend
You hold the gun up to my head again

And now I'm lost never to be found
I scream but never make a single sound
I feel this pain deep down within
I long to forget what could have been

And now I'm lost never to be found
I scream but never make a single sound
I feel this pain deep down within
I long to forget what could have been