No One Else to Blame

Don't wanna spend this day
Looking back on what I should have done
Don’t wanna let myself say
In the end, what's done is done
Something inside won't deny
Won’t let me push it aside
And just move on

Something so close to the heart
Doesn't so easily just come and go
But to turn back before the start
Isn't the way that the feelings have flowed

And you counted on me
Now I won't let myself forget
The man I want to be
With one more chance
To take the shame away
Though I know there's no escape
I know there's no one else to blame
I only have myself to blame
Don't turn me away, away

Trying to put the words right
Is all I have to start
To bring us closer
Then we could talk heart-to-heart

And you counted on me
Now I won't let myself forget
The man I want to be
With one more chance
To take the shame away
Though I know there’s no escape
I know there’s no one else to blame
I only have myself to blame
Don't turn me away, away

I denied that inner trust
Turned my head
Looked away
As the future turned to dust
Now the hands that we held high
Are holding back the pain inside
But I know there’s no one else to blame
You must think I'm half insane
To ignore a time when we were close
Oh, did I throw it away, away, away, away