Hard to kill

I woke up like, whoops, must've fell asleep at some point
Name five rinne songs at gunpoint
That means the works not done yet
No sleep for the wicked well I'm wicked then
Y'all go from suburbs to streets, ja wick at them
I be like, goddamn, look at them
Wonder how his own mom look at him
Wonder how his role models look at him
Wonder how his role models
I been in a rut, diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so hard
Diamond in a rut, diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so rough
I been in a rut, diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so, mm-mm
Diamond in the rough
How long until we get there
Shh, I'm supposed to just sit still
Shh, can we be for real, for real
Shh, stop telling me be quiet
Leave the silence for your phone
I should ask the mirror questions
I'm the only one I know
Who gon' keep this for real
If my weakness was real, why I'm so damn hard to kill
Cause Achilles had a heel
Don't mean I gotta have a heel for real
Why is it so hard to heal
Time spent I'm lost for real
Why am I so hard to kill
Why is life not feeling real
I been in a rut
Diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so hard
Diamond in a rut, diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so rough
I been in a rut, diamond in the rough
Is that why my life's so rough
I been in the rut
Stop telling people that we close, we not close friends
Not even on Instagram
Gratification I get from winning a dose of success
I'll take over doses of sex
Me, I'm supposed to be next
Passing through custom with no bag
What go with me left
She know I'm usually right
Why is there always a fight
See, it's my time
Why is there always a fight
Why is there always a fight
Why is it so hard to heal
Time spent I'm lost for real
Why am I so hard to kill
Why is life not feeling real