Whatever Forever

I thought I had you in my arms
I thought we'd make it through the dark
I thought our feelings would never change
But love isn't built on kissing games
What seemed like forever now is whatever

Addiction to thinking about the past
Cutting history to tell the facts
But now they're fading, and all I'm left
Is speculation, so I digress
What seemed like forever now is whatever

I thought I'd never have a space
Where I could live and meditate
I had deferred to where you wеre
Fear of rejеction, so absurd

Now I can't quite recall your words
A distant memory, it's kind of blurred
Time is doing its mighty work
And granting me the chance to learn
What seemed like whatever now is forever

Oh, I confess, I'm not the best
At seeing the big picture
Oh, I was so stressed, my life a mess
I thought I always suffered

Oh, stuck in my head
Helpless attempts at piecing life together
Oh, all these events, they were no end
There's so much more to follow...