Killing Me
I go to church every week but
I just mutter the words on screen
I don’t know what I believe today
Some days it all makes sense
Other days it feels foolish
Does anybody feel this way?
I’m just trying to fit in well
I pray to God I don’t see hell
By wearing this mask every week
Some day I want to know how
To believe and let doubt go
But these questions keep asking me
Do I need to believe to be living?
Do I need to believe to be good?
Do I need to believe everything to have a decent life?
Cause up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me
What’s supposed to bring me hope
Often makes me feel alone
Are my eyes just to blind to see
I’ve believed as hard as I could
Ask the questioned and studied the books
But honesty is plaguing me
I suppose that I’ll never know anything for sure
But I'm too scared to believe in nothing
Do I need to believe to be living?
Do I need to believe to be good?
Do I need to believe everything to have a decent life?
Cause up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me
Up until now it’s been killing me