Stuck In My Ways (Intro)

Hate I’m stuck in my ways
And, I don’t think I’m gon change
These are the entries in my diary
Imma let y’all all inside of me
REAL
Hate I’m stuck in my ways
And, I don’t think I’m gon change
I face the woman in the mirror everyday
I see her pain and the tears down her face
Can’t accept this, been neglected, disrespected, left a mess and
Universe, what’s the reason ?
What’s the message ?
I’ve been grieving, can’t believe it, I’m conflicted
I need direction, cause my mind’s gone
Insomnia strikes, then my mind roam
I’m just tryna get by til my time come
Put that heat on my side in case they try somethin
So don’t test it nigga
I’m grindin all the time so my check is bigger
Til my whole squad countin all these blessings nigga
Til my records spinnin
Til I’m living in my truth
Get the message nigga ?
Who you know who realer ?
Curve everything foul like the worst pitcher
Turn heads like an owl cause I’m cold like winter
Tunnel vision to my goals, I Ray Charles contenders
I swear I’m just beginning
I got my foot on the gas
120 on the dash
Middle finger to my past
I’m on my way to a bag
Things’ll change soon
I don’t blame you
I’d hate me too for how I came through
Aint a thing in this world that I can’t do
I always make do
I turn nothing into something, that’s what pain do
It’ll change you
These nights been painful, REAL painful
But, I’m grateful, I’m so grateful
No matter my change
I’m always stuck in my ways