Apologies

People who cut ties with me should know
I'm just waiting for your obituary
Realized loyalty is costly and has
Different meaning in ever one's dictionary
I ain't surprised looking at my bros
Who slowly turned they were always delusory
Nice to see who chose to stay close my way
I don't need people I need visionaries
Cause the road I'm on shows gold and on our way
The goal is an abyss
I know souls being sold by people so they can have dough , whores and gold chains
I'm broke
But feel like chosen one I hope your trust don't fade away
Like I told, already
I'm planning we all grow and blow all over globe, believe and wait
Headphones on my neck you know I'm married to the game
Grown old and respected rappers look up to me
Feeling cold feet and shoulders and worried it's insane
Throne desires are expected when you rap like Cole and roll on plane
Bro my private jet and I am so high that only stars can hit my brain
Gone are those days when I needed zone to write a rap
Now I postpone plans and stay home close door
That's when tracks are made cause I've learned a fact
Bronze and gold don't mean shit if diamond is what you ask
I don't ask no more I grab or snatch what's mine and throw what could suffice your ass
If I spent time dissing people who left , I'll loose
My backs bleeding and I'm walking while they're fainted
Tbh I don't have anything to prove
Historic Examples are set by those who see things with a new
Perspective and get taunted like BR Ambedkar and later regret, truth
I ain't stopping till I make Em Cole k dot feel proud of me
Like em' made LL look at him with eyes so watery
It's true, their music is too personal it's like part of me
The kid in me would jump if I meet'em it's like lottery
Already thinking what would they say when I go over their position, apologies

Trynna wait for me to stop so they can execute their next move
It's like 50' when in da club dropped
I ain't stopping
I ain't giving no one any chances to surpass me,
If they do, I loose
Apologies who thought I'll come back asking for help
Apologies who thought they're my last resort
Apologies for making y'all feel y'all too great
Apologies for not being sorry for what I did 

I'm done