Toss Up

Let me get in my bag
Crazy how we doing this again
Back and forth from beginning to the end
Conflict and cussing, spicy ass discussions
That be that, shit that I don't comprehend
Started on the wrong foot and that was just a given
You be acting like you living better than I'm living
Don't matter if I'm willing, my actions unfulfilling
Should've stayed gone if everything wasn't forgiven
Now we gotta toss up
Communication lines all crossed up
That attitude ain't smooth better gloss up
Or I'ma have to dip and go boss up
Now we gotta toss up
Communication lines all crossed up
That attitude ain't smooth better gloss up
Or I'ma have to dip and go boss up
Look at where we at
The shit that we done been through, how did we get back
I'ma be direct and just keep it a stack
We talking up memories not building up what we lack
So eager to get attached but firing these attacks
Picking up where we started but not picking up the slack
Drowning out emotions in a bottle of that cognac
If we keep it up we ain't goin make it to them Kodak
Moments, condolence, for all that pain in your heart
Insecurities been present from the start
How's a nigga posed to make amends, carry out what I intend
And you being difficult to apprehend,
You the perfect enigma,
Fight an uphill battle tryna shake this stigma,
With communication and a hint of charisma,
Look I know that you ain't perfect,
I'm just tryna figure out if I deserve it, if its worth it (Hold up)
Tryna make an impact but you so abstract
Speaking with tact, but now I'm steady getting laughed at
I'm bout to react, make some decisions with some consequences
But before I do, please understand that
Crazy how we doing this again
Back and forth from beginning to the end
Conflict and cussing, spicy ass discussions
That be that, shit that I don't comprehend
Started on the wrong foot and that was just a given
You be acting like you living better than I'm living
Don't matter if I'm willing, my actions unfulfilling
Should've stayed gone if everything wasn't forgiven
Now we gotta toss up
Communication lines all crossed up
That attitude ain't smooth better gloss up
Or I'ma have to dip and go boss up
Now we gotta toss up
Communication lines all crossed up
That attitude ain't smooth better gloss up
Or I'ma have to dip and go boss up
I'm feeling ya energy, feeling ya love
I'm thanking God for looking out from above
Messages from a dove, a hummingbird from Adele
Singing, "Hello from the other side"
Girl you know I miss the vibes
Made some decisions in my past that I ain't prouda
Committed acts in silence but apologies been louda
You went and had yo kids and I still tried to be a provider
You hopped up out my whip and you supposed to be my rider
So, I took some time to get my mind right
(My heart cold) Fresh out the freezer like a Klondike
Back in my life like oh let's do it
Spite of the love I still gotta prove
But I gotta deal with all this rude shit
Now I gotta put you in my music
I know we been dealing with all these feelings and problems girl just relax
You pressing me this way how'd you expect me to react
Communications all crossed up
That's the reason for this toss up