Nineteen [Nia Archives Remix]

Some days when I'm down just a little bit, I drop myself to the floor
It's not a problem if it hurts because I can't feel ache anymore
I only came back home because I wanted to see what's changed
And then I realized everyone's gone, but I still feel the same

I wasn't meant to be
This bored at nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen

Nineteen
Nineteen
Now that I'm nineteen
Nineteen

My mind, my mind, my mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a (enough the lot, I've had enough)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone be-be-because I'm a-a-a (the gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
My mind, my mind, mind's alone because I'm (the way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)

Wasn't meant to be (the gore, the pain, I've had so much, I love to hate)
(The way I shaped because I'm hurt and living rough)
And I'm never enough, nineteen
My friend lived next to me
Now she won't wanna see
Me look differently
Now that I'm nineteen