Palm Trees

For all those tears that I shed
I finally found the words to express how I really feel
Now all I just ask of you is just to open your mind and to listen

Trapped in my damn mind
Depressed at the same time
Losing you to fucking lies
Haunted by you at night
Never was so suffice
Kill myself yeah I might
Pain is a understatement
Of this game that we're playing
Out on a search to find the cure
For a broken heart but I don't want love anymore
No other love will feel like yours I'm
Stuck in between if I still love you or if I hate you
Flowing through my memories we failed to just fucking seize
The moments that could've been but maybe it was our fate
Maybe it knew there would be other n***** eating outta my plate
Maybe it knew we needed to take a break
But it was just to late to save us now wow

I'm learning new ways for forgiving myself
And did you take the time to re-evaluate yourself
Cause i'm tired of moving forward
But keep on going back
I wanna keep loving you
Just fucking love me back
I get jealous when them n***** hit you up on the phone
Don't wanna seem controlling or don't wanna be alone
But you seem to not care how the fuck I really feel
I feel so damn numb and stupid if you will
I know there's something better
And I am far worse
I fell for your tricks and now i'm stuck up in your curse
How it feel to have backup plan but the backup plan
Don't wanna be your backup plan but the plan that you seem to stan