1,000,000

Kind of hard, hard to see
When you crawl on your hands and your knees
With your face in the trough
Wait your turn
While they finish you off

Don't know when it started
Don't know how
Should have found out
Should have happened by now

Got these lines on my face
After all this time
And I still haven't found my place

I jump from every rooftop
So high, so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel anything at all

I wake up on the floor
Start it up again
Like it matters anymore
I don't know if it does
Is this really all
That there ever was?

Put the gun in my mouth
Close your eyes
Blow my fucking brains out
Pretty patterns on the floor
That's enough for you
But I still need more

I jump from every rooftop
So high, so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel anything at all

I jump from every rooftop (is this really all, is it)
So high, so far to fall
I feel a million miles away
I don't feel anything at all

I don't feel anything
I don't feel anything
I don't feel anything
I don't feel anything
I don't feel anything (a million miles away)
I don't feel anything (a million miles away)
I don't feel anything (a million miles away)
I don't feel anything