summer's gone
Leave me out to dry and rot
Obviously I cry a lot
Want me to be what I am not
Stuck in my head, I try a lot
I can't quiet my thoughts
Don't let them out this Pandora's box
I ruined my wedding, now I wish I had a rope
So I could still tie the knot
Leave my body cold as the north
Hangin' from the ceiling fan, spinnin' in circles
Die young, leave a beautiful corpse
I know that it's selfish, but it ain't to hurt you
I needed some peace from the war in my head
I've been fighting for twenty years
Way too much PTSD to smile about anything
Even if I have veneers
Only therapy that's workin' is
When I'm on this microphone with my engineer
These songs are the only way
That I can communicate with you when I'm no longer here
And fear of loneliness is solely responsible for
Why I ran everyone away
Searchin' for paradise when I was already in it
Is why I got took away
All I ask is if I make it to heaven from this life
I don't have to press replay
All I'm askin' you is after a life of sinnin'
If it's ever too late to pray
Leave me out to dry and rot
Obviously I cry a lot
Want me to be what I am not
Stuck in my head, I try a lot
Mm-mm, mm-mm, oh-oh-oh
Mm-mm, oh-oh, mm-mm, oh-oh