Aquamarine

yeah
yeah
aye
look
It is my season so give me a reason to fail
I only know better
Cant face the lies that you tell because half of it come from when you feelin under the weather
Niggas like storm and when chilly, they makin it hot cause the feelin is better
I'm ridin through storms
A pirate collecting the booty
Just tryna find hope from this treasure
I'm out in the seas wit it
(yeah)
I'm learnin to breath in it
(aye)
Get a hold of this aquamarine
And I'm never sellin even if I might seem finished
I'm comin go to shore wit the gems up
Niggas stompin on me and the tims rough
And I can't even lie it be hurtin
But no one is perfect, I call it deserts for deserted
Screaming to Marc wake up
Yo these niggas is cut, shape up
I been learnin some valuable lessons
And god he be testin my essence
And I always show that I fail
Waitin for moments instead of pursuing my own
Momento my line and I bail
Changin my course because I can not see all the positive things comin of this cell
So I call up
They don't answer the phone
And I turn hush
I just leave it alone
Like I'm tommy Elliot
The prince is definite
I fight for good, but my word is damagin
But fuck it
Niggas just hate on the truth and then to each other
I like how you bluffin
Scorpion niggas, they get over here and then front for the people
behind them they nuffin
But want a discussion
Look in a mirror
How much more clear it can get, I don't know
That's for you to decide through the years
I ain't gon lie like I'm better
I been feelin lesser
I'm steady here feelin the pressure of future and fuck ups I made in the past, that shattered through glass
I saw my self blastin up all of the shit that I love into pieces
I turned into hate
And it's all my fault
Question myself everyday when I look in the mirror and think about what is the cost
Fearin the gift that I had ever since I was born through the womb of my mothers so called
Mistakes they were made
But many things come out of terrible happenings
Thought I would fall
I started fighting through the harsh screams
Cause in everything we brawl
Too many snakes up in this grass
Now I'm like fuck it nigga, we ball
Had to stop worrying and start moving forward
Cause nothing last when you pause
I put one foot in the grave
Cause imma risk everything, till i rise up to my law
Billin it up till I'm gone
My rocks in the pond
I'm skipping it up to the sun
Thinkin of you while I stare at the stars
Explosion the way you make sense of my heart
That feelin good
Sometimes I rush into action
I know it'll tear me apart
Maybe it's me
Get through the walls that I built for myself and I know that that's hard
I'm never stoppin
Giving up goals that I have, it ain't never been one of the options
Sittin complacent and rest through the days
While I tell myself get the hell up you not poppin
Now I'm sicada
In for the year and I know many more only plannin to come
Never subtractin the days
I stay countin up cause I know that I gotta make sum
You get it right
Never give is the principal that I got leadin my life
Until I'm dismissed
Even then ill be happy
Cause I know that I had been livin it right
Fuck all the bull
Tally the wins and the losses and times that I came out the fool
Promise I'm finna find all the jewels
Settle the score
Settin my rules
Nigga