Can't Look Back

I'm sick of playing games, motherfuckers on the same damn float
You ain't a main, motherfucker you lame ass joke
Go get the gang, motherfucker y'all some lame ass hoes
Everybody stay the same, never change no hope
I'm sick and tired of suffering
I don't advise you take my path if you hate struggling
It's bad, I had to go get in my bag just to feel love again
It's sad, send my focus on what is not what could have
Handle that
Keep it going no I can't look back, can't look back
Leave it alone, let it go, let them people walk
Told em way too many times that I don't need no one
Yeah, I don't need no one
Lay back and turn them speakers on
I might sleep but I don't have nightmares or dreams because I'm living them
I'm still in my head with them demons
Guess they'll be there til' I'm gone
May not be easy to see it, but I've been losing control
Internally I been screaming but know nobody gon' come and that's why anytime I ever get close I run
I'm sick of playing games, motherfuckers on the same damn float
You ain't a main, motherfucker you lame ass joke
Go get the gang, motherfucker y'all some lame ass hoes
Everybody stay the same, never change no hope
I'm sick and tired of suffering
I don't advise you take my path if you hate struggling
It's bad, I had to go get in my bag just to feel love again
It's sad, send my focus on what is not what could have
Handle that
Keep it going no I can't look back, can't look back
Okay it took me awhile to learn to not get involved
And accept the fact that ain't nobody really give a fuck at all
So tell me who do I call when an episode just pop off
No one can talk, shock, gotta catch myself when I fall off
Straight up out the H where the streets be fucking dangerous
Raised in South LA, them boys will fucking stretch you for low payment
I know I'll make it, cause I'm a soldier
The type to not fold over
One of a kind my fight or flights to pull that trigger closer
I'm sick of playing games, motherfuckers on the same damn float
You ain't a main, motherfucker you lame ass joke
Go get the gang, motherfucker y'all some lame ass hoes
Everybody stay the same, never change no hope
I'm sick and tired of suffering
I don't advise you take my path if you hate struggling
It's bad, I had to go get in my bag just to feel love again
It's sad, send my focus on what is not what could have
Handle that
Keep it going no I can't look back, can't look back