Kill To Be You

[Verse 1]
I’ve spent the last 10 years tryna figure out what’s important to me
The people in my life who I’m wanting to see…
Those helping me out this shit and those who done it to me, those hungry to see the other side of me burst out and end this…
See me bleed to death when I’ve come to my senses…
It was never me who wanted it this way
You’d never stop until you’re seeing me decay..

[Hook]
Try living my life…abuse and shame
Sometimes I wonder, are you ashamed?
My own dad never even knew my name
But he held the key to choose my pain
Why are you doing this?
It shouldn’t be this way
You were only Dad
So you could beat me again…
Beat me again
Beat me again
Beat me again…

[Verse 2]
I’ve lost people I’ve loved, gained people I hate
Found there’s evil above , a free fall to pain
There’s no feeling like love when ur feeling insane
Love or hate…. The meanings the same
You go back to those times u were infatuated…
All of a sudden you’re in love with the past you hated
That’s the moment you realised the masks created
An image you create to get past the hating

There’s nothing … but emptiness
I’m lower .. than I’ve ever been
I’m calling …I’m screaming
I can’t…. Forget this

[Hook]
Try living my life…abuse and shame
Sometimes I wonder, are you ashamed?
My own dad never even knew my name
But he held the key to choose my pain
Why are you doing this?
It shouldn’t be this way
You were only Dad
So you could beat me again…
Beat me again
Beat me again
Beat me again…