All I’ve Known

[Verse 1]
Something inside's gonna make me tick
Emptiness is starting to make me sick
Picture a dark room, a naked bitch
Knife in my hand whilst I'm taping it
I'm not a sicko, just a little confused
Understand the madness within my doom
People don't know ‘cos they just presume
I'm sick and twisted just like my tunes
But I ain't like that if someone asks
What happened to me back in the past
I'd close my eyes and start to laugh
Show them a rotting piece of my father's ass
It's the only peace that I've got to hold
Memoriеs kill me as I'm growing old
Rewind back to birth when I sold my soul
Now I'm еvil with a fucking soul so cold
No feelings for nothing, no hope or trust
Morale so low, Hell holds me up
But I'm fighting back, this ain't the end
I'll be back from death for my own revenge
You think you won, but I'm craving blood
Shove your corpse in a coffin and nail it shut
It's my time now and I hate forgiveness
This demon's inside and it's craving sickness

[Chorus]
So you thought that you could really break me??? Break me....
I'm indebted to this life of sickness, my sickness......
Now you see your life is in my hands, you're damned...
You can see what really makes a man, a man.....

[Verse 2]
You don't know what is like to hate yourself
Slittin’ your wrists while you pray for help
Voices inside that invade the silence
A gentleman that's craving violence
Girlfriends tried to pretend they care
The only love I have belongs to Clare
She helps me to control the hate
Keeps the devil away when my soul’s awake
What I know now coulda helped me back when
All I dreamed of was the moment I'd stab them
Now I can believe I'm really happy
'Cos I killed the people who tried to snap me
I'd open my veins to release the poison
Dream of killing them for my own enjoyment
Torture prolonged for 15 years
Searching for something to clear these tears
Then I found her and my life has changed
Made me see that I had turned deranged
I found the cure to what makes me sick
I never really wanted to rape a bitch
I put it all down to that voice inside
'Cos it took over all of my poisoned mind
Nearly gave up in a life of trouble
'Till I found something to light the tunnel

[Chorus]
So you thought that you could really break me? Break me....
I'm indebted to this life of sickness, my sickness......
Now you see your life is in my hands, you're damned...
You can see what really makes a man, a man.....
So you thought that you could really break me??? Break me....