Almost Over

I never knew times could be hard as this
The fire in my heart has gone, where's the arsonist??
People betray me, I knew they'd rip my heart to bits
My soul has fallen to the bottom of the darkest pits
Where do I go??? What the fuck have I become now??
Lost for words, God has ripped my fucking tongue out
I ask him, am I chosen to die??
All this time I've been frozen inside
I plead and I plead but he wants me to bleed
Give mе that something I crave or I need
I can't go on no more, sеt me free
I'm living in the shadow of a person that'll never be

Why do I bother with this existence
When God has put my happiness in the distance
I'll keep praying cos it's almost over
Anything I say is wrong and I feel I don't belong
I want to hear an angel's song just to make me feel strong
I'll keep praying cos it's almost over

Nothings left, a human beast's evolved
Trapped in my own mind with a broken soul
Nearing the end, but such a long road to go
The endings closer to a story no one knows
My blood runs cold, the more I bleed
The less I expect all of u to mourn for me
Something inside is saying maybe I'm wrong
But how can I be right when I don't belong
I'll never know the past but I forget the present
Knowing I'm an evil guy who'll never get to heaven
This is the time for me to close my eyes
I guess I'm the creator of my own demise

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I've lost people and I've gained some
Sunshine gets spoiled every time it rains blood
I feel my face just to know I'm alive
I cut my skin to escape from the lies
My face hides the anger with a blank expression
Born into this world with attached depression
I want to hear god's angels as they sing for me
Wipe out the devil with a harmonic symphony
Each blood drop presents a memory past
My demons are at those gates and they won't let me past
Each time I think 'bout what I been through
I think of these dreams and keep wishing they're true

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