When I was a child I used to sit...

When I was a child I used to sit
On the toilet seat backward and wait
For the burning sensation between my legs to
Go away i did not understand that
If only my finger had found it's way to
My pussy the aching would have subsided
That all the twisting and pulling and rubbing
And scratching of my arms and
My legs would not satisfy my hunger that the
Wetness in my underpants had nothing to
D with my mother overdressing me but as
A child I did not have the
Words to ask, so I stayed
On fire and burning
Tormented and yearning until that
Glorious day when finger found flesh and with
Legs spread open and back arched
Honey poured from my 14-year-old
Gash and I wеpt