Surprise!

I'm-I'm on my third life
Looking at a razor knife this night light
Got me through my childhood
Take this long route
Hoping they don't see me fit in to the crowd

See I'm always in fear they will appear
Pushing me down, yell in my ear, "You will never amount to anything"
"You should be afraid of everything"
Young boy, erasing and editing
Checking back corners and looking ahead of me
What if they hurt me or what if they get me?
Spent my lifetime ready and prepping

Like a wet steel to the knife
Like a bright light to the night
Like a kill switch to your life
I hope you think twice, I don't play nice
Open up, surprise

I'm-I'm on my sixth life
Looking at a razor blade, this high life
Thank you to my neighborhood
This long route
Got me to be strong and rise above the crowd

Always in fear they will appear
Pushing me down, yell in my ear, "You will never amount to anything"
"You should be afraid of everything"
Young boy, erasing and editing
Checking back corners and looking ahead of me
What if they hurt me or what if they get me?
Spent my lifetime ready and prepping

Like a wet steel to the knife
Like a bright light to the night
Like a kill switch to your life
I hope you think twice, I don't play nice
Open up, surprise

All these years, this life I've chosen
All these tears, look how they've focused
Turn your face like you don't know it
But you can't say you don't notice

Like a wet steel to the knife
Like a bright light to the night
Like a kill switch to your life
I hope you think twice, I don't play nice
Open up, surprise

(Razor blade this high-)
(Razor blade this high-)