Lonely

In my head the monsters keep me up all night
digging holes into my mind they control me
yeah my beds the only place that I can hide
waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely

nowhere to go
haven't found it yet
I've been burning myself out
like the ash of a cigarette

and I say i'm fine
yeah it's all in my head
so why am I running from
my own damn silhouette

okay, here I go again on the kitchen floor
surrounded by a life I just can't afford
brown paper bags from the liquor store
sorry i'm not the one that you loved before but

In my head the monsters keep me up all night
digging holes into my mind they control me
yeah my beds the only place that i can hide
waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely

and everything
I can't say out loud
you put a hole in my chest
and it all came spilling out

yeah and then there's those nights
I can't tell if I'm alive
i'm too broken to fight
but way too lonely to die

In my head the monsters keep me up all night
digging holes into my mind they control me
yeah my beds the only place that I can hide
waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely
it gets lonely

yeah well here I go again on the kitchen floor
staring at the lines on the cutting board
I don't even know what i do this for
sorry i'm not the one that you loved before but

In my head the monsters keep me up all night
digging holes into my mind they control me
yeah my beds the only place that I can hide
waiting for the sun to rise it gets lonely
it gets lonely