I Wish I Was Someone Else, Pt. 1

I held on tight
But you still slipped away
My world becomes dark
A slow decay

I gave my all
But it wasn't enough
And I know
That I'll never be the one

I lost you before you were ever mine
And maybe you'll love me
In another life
And I think of all we could have been
You were always meant to leave

But you'll never see me
Cause I am who I am
And you'll never need me
Cause I am not part of your plan
I don't know how you
Could do this to me
How could you choose them over me

I wish I was someone else
I wish you could have saved
Me from hell
I wish I was someone else
There'd be a different story to tell

Do you think of me
Whenever you're alone
Do you know
How far apart we've grown

If only I
Could stop loving you
And would I
Finally forget you too

And after all that's been said and done
You've proved me right
I always knew you'd run
And all I remember where your countless lies
As I look at your picture with tears in my eyes

But you'll never see me
Cause I am who I am
And you'll never need me

I'm not part of your plans
And what does it matter
What I say
You'll never hear these words anyway

I wish I was someone else
I wish you could have saved
Me from hell
I wish I was someone else
There'd be a different story to tell