20 Seconds Of Silence

Hello?
Oh hey..it's you
Um, what are you doing up so late anyway?
You know it's already twelve, almost one
Oh..Hm
Yeah I get that

It's been, a while
Since we last spoke
How have you been?
What's going on?
Why do you wanna talk to me now?

All of the words
That the voices put on
My tongue
Keep me in the dark
About your well being

Can you, please say something to me?
Can't you see that the silence is killing me?
The silence is telling me
All those horrid thoughts
That we don't want
To think about
You should know this by now

What's wrong with you?
You haven't said a word at all
I'm starting to lose my patience
Please tell me something

Oh I can't pretend
I'm not hurting
When you just stay there and-
Say nothing to me
I tried
And I'm still trying to
Make this work, for the both of us
Because I know you deserve the world
So do me a favor, tell me what's wrong
What are your desires in this
Fucked up world?

Um..
I'm sorry about all that
I just..
It's been bothering me for a while now
And I just, had to say something
Hello?
Are you sti-
What the hell..?