fight or fly

My mind goes from left to right
Should I fight or should I fly?
It's a response I can't control
One step forward and three steps back
Always prepared for any attack
I don't want it if I don't know

This is not what I wanted from my life
To sabotage the good cause it feels right
Always stuck in a place of fright
Will I ever not let fear control my life

One step outside and I can't breathe
Feels like everyone is watching me
What happens next? I hate that I don't know
So I take deep breaths and I try
To refocus my mind
Will it be enough to make it go?
Feeling hopeless
Breathing makes no sense
Can't help thinking what's the point

This is not what I wanted from my life
To sabotage the good cause it feels right
Always stuck in a place of fright
Will I ever not let fear control my life?

Breathin
Hopin
For a better time
I don't wanna
Fight
Or
Fly

This is not what I wanted from my life
To sabotage the good cause it feels right
Always stuck in a place of fright
Will I ever not let fear control my life?