Antidote

Yeah, yeah i might pack my bags and drive to
Somewhere they don't know my name
I've been stuck inside the city where
I feel my baggage stays
I've been going through the highs and lows
Lately feel alone
Got no fucks to give, please leave me alone
What's yo angle with me? Take a step away
I've been living on the edge
Feel like I'm back to gray
Still not content but I got everything
I wanted when I started
But I'm seeing money's got some catches
With it people use you and abuse
The knowledge of that shit
I think the person in the mirror
Is what the problem is
I've got some issues I can't
Tell unless I'm faded so I've been sipping
Venting to whoever's in my bed that night
My insecurities just made me psycho
These groupie women only fuck me 'cause
They think I might blow
I'm gunnin' it for the top
Haven't slowed down since
Even when I cross the border
I still run the town, bitch

Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I
Go back to that shit yeah
Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I
Go back to that shit

I've had family go before
They learned to drive, that's why I pray
Reason's that I drop so much I'm scared
My life will end the same
It's getting hard to stay above when
I've been living in a grave
I told my family I ain't stopping
'til the bills forever paid
I've had people say forever in my eyes
And stab me in the back
It's crazy those I gave my heart
To are the reasons that
I'll never fucking trust until the
Day I fade away yeah, you made me numb
So I get high to never feel a thing
Nine albums for no buzz
I know it's gonna change
And not too many people breathing
Goes as hard as me i hate commitment
Mirror has never raised my self-esteem
And I don't ever close my eyes
They told me dreamers never sleep
But made a promise to myself that
I would never take a break
And even when my back's against the
Wall I always find a way
Temporary fixes makes for happiness
That never stays
And even when they throw my ashes
Out the music never fades

Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I
Go back to that shit yeah
Tell me that you love me while you're here
I've been scared to let someone in
Livin' fear, dyin' trust
Antidote, never does fix me but I
Go back to that shit

Woah
They be shocked when I blow up like "Dammit
That was so quick"
I've been working for years
Took chances that they never did
One day I'll be Grammy
Nominated selling venues out
Chase account poppin'
But I still be filled with doubt
Every girl I had was temporary happiness
Prolly hit one up to chill
Tonight right after this
Still won't be content with seven figs
Wasn't when I hit six
Maybe that's okay though
Grind slow, never took the fast route
First one in the studio and last out
I'm committed to the grind
Wonder what I'll find
If I stop chasing women and
Committed all my time to this shit
I know that I've been in the mix
But I think it's time we wake 'em up
So go and wake 'em up
Industry is sleeping on the product
Doing numbers with no promo
Droppin' every week
They about to know though

While you're here, yeah, yeah
While you're here, yeah, yeah