Cursed

Feeling lost and alone in my own hell
That some call utopia
Every time my life feels so so good
A wave crashes down on me
I don’t know why my life’s like this
Just tell me how
How to fix it
I don’t wanna be
Stuck in a robotic routine
But
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Hypnotized by all the chaos that surrounds me
Welcome to reality
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Calling out your name
To save me for a moment but you’re never there
(You’re never there)
Give me what I want
Give me what I need
I’m done playing this game
It’s time to take aim
You’ll love the way I lie
I refuse to comply
I’ll make sure I’m everything u don’t want me to be
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Hypnotized by all the chaos that surrounds me
Welcome to reality
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Calling out your name
To save me for a moment but your never there
Picture perfect
No one knows
That this girl needs saving
From here, from there, from you
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Hypnotized by all the chaos that surrounds me
Welcome to reality
Maybe I’m cursed but I kinda like it
Stuck in a societal hell
When will I rebel
Only time can tell