Deep end

Done workin' overtime
Champagne in bed
Always in overdrive
So I need time
To get me out my mind

I've gone off the deep end
I don't wanna move, but I can't sleep in
When I wake, run away for the weekend
Oh God, I don't wanna have to pretend
For one more minute
I kick myself every second of my life
No wonder I don't always get it right
It's not my year
I'll disappear
To anywhere but here

Ten steps to see the sky
Two flights of stairs
It's the only time I can clear my mind
The cold outside and the wind burnin' my ears
Reminds me I'm still here

I've gone off the deep end
I don't wanna move, but I can't sleep in
When I wake, run away for the weekend
Oh God, I don't wanna have to pretend
For one more minute
I kick myself every second of my life
No wonder I don't always get it right
It's not my year
I'll disappear
To anywhere but here