Unforgiveness

Aye look
I'm sorry for the old shit that I did
And I'm sorry I'm not the person you thought I'd be
Still fucking up okay
Just add to my list
I admit it
Still learning, I act just like a kid
Message not sending, I'm still tryna get forgiven
Had another long day
Oh here we go again
Caught me red handed
How can I come back from this
I'd love you right
If only you'd give me the chance
Always doing sum wrong
In my head I'm just a failure
Need my space to be alone
Had to look into the mirror
Sum gotta change you grown
I keep give myself a lecture
Can't keep sleepin till noon
Nigga the clock only sped up
Hope ya relate to my songs
Real emotions you gotta feel it
You can tell it's not phony
The only time I get to spill it
Life be moving so fast
Just more shit I gotta deal with
Muhfuckin back hurting
Worrying bout the bills and shit
They keep saying you not that special
I just act like ion hear em
These niggas light they just a feather
We gon fry em and we skin em
Fake people in the studio with me
Get to venting and shed tears
Constant war in my head
In my DM she Venezuelan
Aussies play me In Australia
Aye look
I'm sorry for the old shit that I did
And I'm sorry I'm not the person you thought I'd be
Still fucking up okay
Just add to my list
I admit it
Still learning, I act just like a kid
Message not sending, I'm still tryna get forgiven
Had another long day
Oh here we go again
Caught me red handed
How can I come back from this
I'd love you right
If only you'd give me the chance
Everybody has a story
Why won't you give me a chance
Muhfuckas don't even know me
Go what other people saying
God forgave me
Why can't y'all forgive my sins
Just turned 22
But I can't be my own man
Why I gotta listen
Everybody in a trance
How you weigh 160 Ibs.
But you be smoking by the ounce
Used to sip lean, threw my cup
Cuz that shit made me drowsy,
I remember getting high and have to stand inside the shower
I remember when shorty broke my heart
And it shattered
Why'd I even have to risk it
Kinda hard to break a pattern
Ian mind the distance
None the other shit even mattered
I can't text you that I miss you
That would be moving backwards
Al Pacino always said "If you want this world, then you can have it"
So I'm finna spark this blunt up
And go round and round on Saturn
Dreads long like Lil Weezy, nigga, Stuntin Like My Daddy
Don't try to short me
Any label tryna give me an advancement
(Any label try to give me an advancement
Know these niggas can't take advantage
I'm so high right now I'm on another planet
Unforgiveness
Can't keep giving all these chances
Unforgiveness
Can't keep giving me these chances
Alone in the dark a nigga start to panic
I'm better now
Shit least I think I can handle it
Everybody try to judge me
They don't know what I can manage
Fuck man
Be yo own man nigga
Aye