Paranoia

Sad, obviously
Mad and yeah it's kinda
Bad, but deep down
I know who I am
And I'm glad
Cuz way back in the past
I was just my demon
Breaking through the glass
Rapping kinda slow
Now I'm rapping fast, oh yeah
Ain't no lookin back
Breaking through the glass
Rapping kinda slow, but
Now I'm rapping fast
Ain't no lookin back, oh yeah

I cannot recall, uh
A time I ever lost
Jeremiah ball hard
He kind of a ball hog
He been steady rapping
4 years made it happen
Predicting his future
Didn't wanna lose her
Mind kinda lost it
Mind of a prophet
Ghost of myself
But I'm still kinda toxic
Ghost of Alyssa
Made my fans kinda gossip
Kinda getting personal
Maybe change the topic

Nah nah nah nah
I'ma need some backup
Past in my brain making memories come back up
Try not to react to the past with Alyssa
Kinda feel attacked by my heart
Cause I missed her
Try to counteract all the pain and its symptoms
Cause I overreact sometimes, yeah
I can be a lot sometimes, yeah
Don't mean to annoy ya
It's just my paranoia

Sad, obviously
Mad and yeah it's kinda
Bad, but deep down
I know who I am
And I'm glad
Cuz way back in the past
I was just my demon
Breaking through the glass
Rapping kinda slow
Now I'm rapping fast, oh yeah
Ain't no lookin back
Breaking through the glass
Rapping kinda slow, but
Now I'm rapping fast
Ain't no lookin back, oh yeah

Ain't no looking back, oh yeah
I keep looking back, oh yeah
I keep switching acts, oh yeah
I'm stuck in the past, oh yeah
I cannot move on
4 years steady blasting
All up in my memories
I'm so close to snapping
I still feel the pain
It's so cold but familiar
I still hear my name
In her voice, in her whisper

Maybe something's wrong with me
But hey that's life, yeah
We go to the past sometimes, that's fine yeah
We still see our ghosts sometimes, that's fine yeah
We all gotta die sometime, alright yeah

You can't rewrite history
Only live your life, yeah
Learn from your mistakes
Move on, do right yeah

You can't rewrite history
Only live your life, yeah
Learn from your mistakes
Move on, do right yeah
You can't rewrite history
Only live your life, yeah
Learn from your mistakes
Move on, do right yeah