depressinsomnxiety
Had to make up a word
To describe how I feel
I'm paranoid as hell
You can't tell by how I'm living
Damn nigga smile why you always looking serious
I just dropped this heat
It's alternative
They finna feel me
I be feeling depressed and
I be feeling so stressed and
My life feels like a mess and
I be living a panic
Why can't no one understand me
No not even sum my family
I be climbing high just to end up crashing
Ion think there's no escaping from insanity
Time be moving fast
Don't ever slow down,
Murders happen every week in my town
Hope I'm not next
Ion wanna run outta time
What goes around nigga gotta come round
And I remember they was just talking down
No one to talk to they left me all silent
Cut myself I had to clean it with the towel
Intoxicated
I shook pills inside my water
I remember nights I never went to sleep
Hang myself
Tryna end my heart beat
Remember the times left my message on read
I'm The Truth iono why they ain't believe me
Waking out my sleep
Stressing, screaming,
See my dead homies only time I get to see em
Every night repeating
Other shit I can be dreaming
Therapist needed
They just left me with these demons
Called for help so many times they let me go
Doc thought my dad had cancer in his throat
Do one favor they be asking for some mo
Start acting funny first time you tell em "no"
Life's so hard when you dealing with anxiety
That's why I make sure I got this fucking iron on me
Coming where I come from used to niggas grimy
Keep my eye on him
Only trust em if he right besides me
I be feeling so anxious
I be feeling so hated
Look at how the fuck they paint me
Fuck that long as they pay us
Diamond found in the rough
Lame nigga you are not us
Plus I'll call you out on your bluff
Nah for real pussy I can get you touched
Life ain't fair
They used to do me so wrong
Goin through hurt, asking God how much longer
God said you wanna Rap? How bad you really want it
Said if you make it out this storm
You'll be stronger
Used drugs to cope my problems
Ima stoner
Stress me out, I'll cut you off
Ima loner
A lil street, but not a thug
I'm alternative,
I'm so proud of the young man I've done become into
(OUTTA THERE YEAH)