Death by Water

All my heroes have died at the end of a rope petrified 
So what does that mean for me cause I've been mining for salt in an empty sea 
I've been reading my horoscope hoping it will help me cope 
Will this anxiety always have its hold on me?
So I'll dive down into hell, don't bother wishing me well

I left my heart inside the ocean of you
I set fire to the sail 
I let my lungs fill up I'm choking on you 
There's no way I'll get away 

This connection feels like it's too much but that's just the price you pay for love 
So I'll dive down into hell, don't bother wishing me well

I always listen to sad songs in the morning so it gets better than this 
When the sun comes up I can see the faults and fill them in 
The darker the night the brighter the stars
The deeper the grief the closer you are to God
What is Hell? It's being unable to love.