sick of myself

[Intro]
2021, yeah

[Verse 1]
Always a hater, never a lover
Why they getting all this clout?
Always the quiet one, never the rager
Why they turn it up so loud?
Always the rain man, never the sun
Identify as a thundercloud
I let anyone ruin my day
But I'm the only one in my way

[Verse 2]
Always a no-man, never a yes-man
Why nobody getting in touch?
Always a killjoy...damn
I don't like myself that much
And I could be better, if I wasn't bitter
But I never let shit go
I let everything kill my vibe
And now I'm kinda dead inside

[Chorus]
Am I sick of the world
Or am I sick of myself?
What are the chances
The problem is everybody else?
Am I doomed for all eternity
To carry on the way I'm hurting me?
Am I sick of the world
Or am I sick of myself?

[Verse 3]
I'm undiplomatic
My behaviour is so erratic
They tell me don't trip
Then I lose my shit
I wish I wasn't so dramatic
But I, I can't get past it
I'll make a mountain out of a sandpit
Blowing everything out of proportion
This kind of living is torture

[Chorus]
Am I sick of the world
Or am I sick of myself? [sick of myself, yeah]
What are the chances
The problem is everybody else? [everybody else]
Am I doomed for all eternity
To carry on the way I'm hurting me?
Am I sick of the world
Or am I sick of myself? [am I sick of myself, yeah]