Forms For The Asylum - Ready On The Table

01. Last night I wondered - shall I leave today
to enter the asylum - to get lost - finally
Last night I wondered, if unconditionally, altruistic will
is the way it´s gonna be
Last night I wondered - shall I kill you or even grill you
or better - let it kill me
Last night I wondered - who´s the one, who motivates the broken optimists
if there´s no god or light to see

Ref.: Awful silence and no power
yes - it is the darkest hour
But don´t you fucking dare to kick the bucket now
The next hit could be thе breakthrough
the next jigsaw is thе top clue
but for now - breathe on, breathe on
this pain´s soon be gone

02. But last night I wondered - is it proven, I´m the good guy
or I´m more useful in this world - dead and cold
And last night I wondered - even if my way was rightous
did my fellas and me ever had a chance

Ref.: Awful silence and no power
yes - it is the darkest hour
But don´t you fucking dare to kick the bucket now
The next hit could be the breakthrough
the next jigsaw is the top clue
but for now - breathe on, breathe on
this pain´s soon be gone

Bridge: Finally - noises from the walkie-talkie
finally - someone´s calling your name
finally - Murphy took the crucial day off
finally - you´re allowed to start over again

Ref.: Awful silence and no power
yes - it is the darkest hour
But don´t you fucking dare to kick the bucket now
The next hit could be the breakthrough
the next jigsaw is the top clue
but for now - breathe on, breathe on
this pain´s soon be gone

Outro: If you can´t pick yourself up
don´t hurry now - it will be fine
soon I´ll be arround to give you a helping hand
when I picked myself up - one fucking last time