Sink

When you look at me do you feel anything at all
I've been trying my hardest not to take it so personal
I guess I wanted to be an exception to the rule
Painted myself a martyr for playing the fool and
God knows I've been less than a saint but I’ll
Peel back my skin to find that
I'm only temporary and none of this matters when we're all gonna die
With my head in the sink
It's all so clear to me now
When I'm seeing my body from ten feet off the ground
That I don't wanna die, I just don't wanna live this way anymore
I can't forgive myself for all of my mistakes and
God knows that I'm so afraid
Of the things I do when he's not around
And I
I'm only trying to drown him out
When I lеave my body collapsed on the ground
And ooh I know I disappoint you, I can't makе you stay
So go ahead, it's alright baby
Turn and walk away
Just turn and walk away
Because the less that I live for
The less that I try
The less there will be for me to miss when I die