Runnin For Nothin’

[Verse 1]
I know i ain't gone make it, my life far from sacred
Frustrated, i was left to die forsaken
Shit is crazy, but that's the way they made me
To build the pain up to explode in self hatred (Fuck!)
Lost every shot, so I'm runnin for nothin'
The next final move and every option i've done it (Done it!)
Confront it, ready to die with no discussion
Disgusted by the world entirely, so fuck it
Imma kill my damn self tonight with no fright
Cuz now i fear no evil, hiding out of sight
Fuck an afterlife, i don't care i paid the price
Don't care if you'll miss me, don't care who's right
Drown myself in hatred, the bitter sorrow
It's like im livin today thru tomorrow
Hollow tips pointed to my head, it's not wrong
Guess i wasn't that strong, it's too late now I'm gone
...
And that's all!

[Hook #1]
It's like I never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this personal mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
Cuz I ain't gonna drop what I accomplished in fear

Never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this personal mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
It's your fault I'm here...!!

[Verse 2]
The pressure too much, one bullet that i trust
For one job while I'm getting high off these drugs
My brain limits my abillity to love
Was it medication or the vengeful one above? (Fuck!)
There's no going back, no holding back
With no open paths, no throwing rocks
At the man who stood to clap
People quick to judge, they ain't understood the wrath (Ha!)
God i'm tired, i can't even cry
It's like my tear ducts shut, and i don't know why
Too much treachery, world corrupted lies
My soul screaming justice I'm ignored all the time
Blind illusions, confusing to the most
I done seen through this fuckery from all of my foes
Forget therapy, i won't go (no!)
And dont need ya help, im bout to solve it, eyes closed
...
That's what the fuck i chose!

[Hook #1]
It's like I never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this personal mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
Cuz I ain't gonna drop what I accomplished in fear

Never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this personal mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
It's your fault I'm here...!!

[Verse 3]
I brought this on myself, constantly fucking up
I let the devil kill me, when i put my trust in love
I don't want, none of y'all to understand me
Except the peeps i care about and cared about me
I don't speak anymore, my entire soul scarred
You keep on dealin' out the most fucked cards
I blame the ones in charge, they never seen at all
Pulling ya strings while you praying for ya God
I disregard everything i taught, like that!
Sleep for eternity, and why's that?
They say I'm living in the past, but shit ain't coming back
Listen, my goddamn past the only thing i have
What the fuck you want from me!? i never chose life
I never chose life, there, had to say it twice
One off in the chamber, as the barrel starts to spin
See you at the crossroads, I'm done with this shit
...
Don't nobody want to fuck with me!

[Hook #2]
It's like I never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this Goddamn mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
Cuz I ain't gonna drop what I accomplished in fear

Never asked for your opinions but there you go
I'll never stop, doin' what I do when I do
Just to prove a point... and see you get the clue...
Don't underestimate the dude, you rest assured to lose

Now it's off with they heads and again and again
For all the ones I've lost to this muthafuckin' mayhem
I ain't gonna stop because of you being scared
It's your fault I'm here...!