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(W-W-Wonder)
In my world, negativity is key to success
'Cause it helps me improve
And tells me how real people are
Hate being fake, plastic wrapped around my heart
Targeting the bullseye, steady with my dart
Really hope this rap shit will take me so far
'Cause if it don't, I'll hear my negative thoughts sayin'
"Your with us forever Ethan"
I try my best to keep myself composed
Look over there, fear has arose
No friends, toxic surroundings
Life's a livin' hell
Ain't on that melodic shit, just not for me
I express my feelings the way I want to 'cause I'm being me
I will never change
Bitch I'ma always be me
Hey
Remember me? I'm your best friend
I'm anxiety
We get along so well
Listen Ethan, you've got a soul to sell
Your tired of being treated as an outcast, I can tell
Last year you got put through a death race to hell
Every room with negativity you enter feels like a prison cell
Don't worry, your funhouse will torture them
Make these people get in their feelings
I struggled for a year of my life in silence
People don't expect this from me, well expect the unexpected
Reason why I'm quiet is I like to be alone
I don't think I fit in
Walking round thinkin' what the fuck to do
As I feel the
Veins of stress infect my brain
Yo, I always see a person
But I'm too nervous to talk to that person
(Damn that's pain)
Ethan McGoldrick, I'm in my own lane
Wannabes, stay in your lane
Please let me gain my skill to make it out Foxbar
I won't spend my money on ridiculous cars
Jack of all trades, let me put down my cards
2021 was the emotional rollercoaster
Every time we spoke I felt like we were getting closer
Can't wait 'till I see myself on a poster
I hate all these people tryna be posers
Stop posing
Bitch
Hey
Remember me? I'm your best friend
I'm anxiety
We get along so well
Listen Ethan, you've got a soul to sell
Your tired of being treated as an outcast, I can tell
Last year you got put through a death race to hell
Every room with negativity you enter feels like a prison cell
Don't worry, your funhouse will torture them
Make these people get in their feelings
Didn't know what to write for this verse,
There was no plan
I could probably count all my friends with one hand
But I don't need a helping hand,
I work alone
I express my thoughts now 'cause I'm in pain
'Cause I'm in pain
I express my thoughts 'cause I'm in pain
I thought it was numb to me, but it ain't