Falling Through

Beatz By Chriz
I could feel it's laughing at me from the glass of a two-sided mirror
Whatever it is, I could feel it's laughing at from the glass of a two sided-mirror
(C Major on this shit, yo!)

I been through so much in my life as a teen by enduring so much that I cannot explain
There's so many things that's been happenin' to me but still I just feel like I shouldn't complain
Whenever I wake up in mornings, I'm always so happy but sad at the end of the day
I feel like I'm livin' for nothing, I've always been thinkin' of packin' and runnin' away
They say no condition is permanent, that ain't just part of it, my own case is different
I am not brilliant, that doesn't mean that I'm ignorant, you should work on your intelligence (hmm)
'Member when I was an infant, everyone actеd like humans
Now that I'm livin' the teenager lifе, everyone actin' like mutants
What have I told you?
You could describe me as Goku
Livin' my life as a Saiyan, no daddy, no mommy, no one to look up to
There is a mommy, she isn't around me but still she's the one who's interesting to talk to
I fight my battles alone by myself then I jot all my pains and sorrows in a notebook
I've tried so much but it's no use, shit feels so ridicule

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
Wait it out

So I can tell you for sure that this shit hurts
I'm drownin' close to the shore with a bleeding heart
But I just wanna know if you dare...
Would you dare to care 'bout a sad man
Yeah, this life is a game, it's a Pacman
We the ghost, you know how it goes
We live the coast (ahh)
I don't lie
Look at my eyes, they don't lie
We civilize civil lies
Sit at the top with your ego (woah)
You'll see the recoil (woah)
I see the recoil, watch your ego
Got your head in the clouds like a titan
If I showed you my past, you'd be Biden
Just found out that I'm alive

What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
Wait it out
What now? (Beatz By Chriz)
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
Wait it out
What now?
I just can't figure it out
What now?
I guess I'll just wait it out
Wait it out