Understand

Saying sorry for my past
Running from my pain
Feeling sorry for some niggas cause some niggas never change
Tired of switching on my homies but some homies still the same
Should I put that on my spam should I put that on my main
Fuck it put that on my name
Put that on my grave
I could put that on my momma and the ice inside her veins
I could put that on my father never let me feel ashamed
Put that on brother and my sisters
'Cause they show me love that I can not exchange
And I love em back
I don't say that shit enough but that don't mean I lack
I'm just dealing with some shit that I don't understand
Life feel like a sham
Tired of racing for these money racks
They go viral from a dance
Make a couple bands
Put it on the gram
Don't remember when somebody asked
Grew up watching body cams
Niggas got they hands up
The police ran up
And show me how to kill a man
Way too much about this life I still don't understand
Way too much about this life I still don't understand
Way too much about this life I still don't understand
It's a long road don't know where it all goes
Getting tired of living shit feel like another scam
And we all know acting like we all don't
Barely know what I'm living in
I don't understand the sacrifices people keep giving into
A system that don't listen and won't miss em
It's difficult watching niggas fight and die over these minuscule differences
Would I die for my citizens dawg I probably won't
Cause these niggas been tripping
I'm tired watching em take all our rights away through religion
Need revolutions of sinning ain't got the time to repent em
While people working for minimum vote for those who don't live with it
Do the gov care they killing them dawg they probably don't
And they probably know
I've been thinking about this shit too much it got me low
Scared of losing all my morals tryna get a bag
Filling body bags for the money 'cause it got me hoes
But I don't know
I don't know what I would give up if it got me dough
I know I can't save the world so I gotta save myself
Tryna live for someone else leave me rotting on the shelf
And I gotta go
I know I can't save the world so I gotta save myself
Tryna live for someone else leave me rotting on the shelf
And I gotta go
I gotta go ya
Man I gotta go
Cause way too much about this life I still don't understand
Ya way too much about this life I still don't understand
Way too much about this life I still don't understand
It's a long road don't know where it all goes
Getting tired of living shit feel like another scam
And we all know acting like we all don't
Way too much about this life I still don't understand
Is it all sham
Is it all show
Are we all damned
Waiting till we all ghost
For the money bands
Man we all hoes
Do that money dance
Till my heart cold
Till my heart cold
Till my heart cold
Till my heart cold