Repressed

Bring the party on the road
I got everywhere to go
Used to be the nigga that was asking all my homies where the hoes at
Spending the whole party on the phone
Now I'm just a nigga that would rather do the partying at home
Tired of queuing up in Rocket League alone
I been living in my mental only place me and my body ever known
I ain't touching it he running on his own
Missing hooping I was killing every drill
But I never had the switch in me to kill
Kobe told me to compete I'm not competitive and probably never will be
Was never really one to fit the bill
Never been a nigga that could go and leave his body on the field
Care too much about how my opponent feels
That's why I don't ever honk at anybody when I'm stopped behind the wheel
Just don't know what kind of day they had to deal with
Everybody got a little wound inside I never really healed
And it's never really gone
Lucky I can put the pain I felt inside the lyrics of these songs
But it's not like it gon right a nigga wrongs
Easy to forget that music only been a hobby all along
Tired of praying that somebody put me on
Never understood the industry but know I never wanna be a pawn
I ain't making yall no money making songs
Hey hey hey
My childhood stolen
And my world view broken
And my gas on E this fire not stoking
I'm at the bottom of the ocean
I'm at the bottom of the sea
At the bottom of the bullshit
And I don't even really know shit
Won't follow no lead
Gon follow my own shit
Don't wanna disclose shit
Nobody gon know
Nobody gon
Nobody gon know
Nobody gon